It’s okay
Is what he tells himself everyday
I’m okay
Is what he tells others
It’s okay
Is how he gets through each day
I’m okay
Is all the motivation that he needs
And when he’s not okay
When his world seems to be crumbling down
When everything is going south
When he feels abandoned and alone
I’m okay turns into I’m not okay
But I will be.
Throughout our visit to Bayside, we listened to a band play, saw people dancing, visited souvenir shops and the food court. The band consisted of about five people, playing well known songs such as “I like it,” while people bopped their heads, recorded, and danced. Souvenir shops varied from places with key chains, postcards, hats, and T-shirts with “Miami” on them. There were many places to eat both upstairs and downstairs with different kinds of foods: steak, plantain, pastries, fast food and so forth.
As I passed by different stores, I photographed them, trying to soak in everything, admiring the different places there, and capturing moments. I don’t know when my family will make a visit to bayside once more, so I felt that the pictures will later serve as memories that I can reminisce on. Perhaps the next time I have a chance to go Bayside, the hat shop and the podiatric based store across it won’t exist anymore. Or perhaps this is the last time I’ll have the chance to go with my parents, making the memories we made at Bayside the last ones we make there together. Basically, I felt and still feel that taking pictures of the different places here that I can look back on later holds great importance.
Although there was a lot of people there, it wasn’t crowded. There was never a space completely full, so finding a place to buy something without a long line, or simply somewhere to sit was hassle free. This gave everyone, tourists and locals, a chance to shop and enjoy what the place had to offer.
This is Bayside.
After spending over ten minutes trying to find a parking space and walking, my parents and I finally reached the front of the Bayside Marketplace.
The sign above says “the Pier 5 Marketplace,” and it was one of the first things that caught my eye.
As we walked through the Marketplace, signs containing the stores’ names and flags of countries around the world appeared up above.
Some stores and souvenir shops had displays such as this on the wall just outside the shop, promoting their items and showing creativity.
We stopped at a few shops ourselves, one in which my dad tried on a few hats before purchasing the navy blue one seen in the photo above.
We also passed by stores with artwork inside
After my parents and I visited and passed by the souvenir shops, we did the same for different restaurants and the food court.
At this restaurant, Mambo, there was music playing and song singing, giving the people there a source of entertainment.
We then headed to a stand with ice cream. My mom purchased a cookies and cream flavored one and shared some with my dad.
As we started to make our way back to the front, we saw different boats in the bay.
Near the parking lot, the “Bayside” sign was still visible. I took a photo of it to conclude the visit the trip to Bayside I made with my parents.
It’s funny how you can spend four years seeing someone everyday at school and utter two words to them, but tell your life story to someone you’ve just met. There’s something about rooming or being with someone for a short period of time and knowing that you’ll probably never see them again that inclines people to share stories and form a bond. This is currently the case for me, seeing as this is my last day at the FBLA 2019 State Leadership Conference.
At the meeting we had before going to Orlando, my club adviser told us, “you’re rooming with different people, but it’s only awkward for like 30 minutes.” When I entered the hotel room I’m staying in along with three other girls, there was no awkwardness. We immediately hit it off, discussed our routines, and even almost forgot to introduce ourselves. Not too long after that we, along with some of the boys from my school, and my roommate’s school, went mini golfing. Suddenly, I was outside with ten other people, playing a game I have never played before, and laughing at jokes. It was as if I knew these individuals for half my lives and we were a group of friends just hanging out.
Yesterday after our meeting and workshops, my roommates (Chelsea, Amanda, Elizabeth) and I sat in our room, and started talking just about everything, from school to relationships. Amanda got up from the bed she was laying on, and came to my bed to show us a picture of someone she’s close to and Elizabeth moved from her chair to the bed as well. There we were, four girls who barely knew each other prior to the trip, on one bed, telling stories about our personal lives, asking questions, and getting slightly frustrated at the actions boys do that make absolutely no sense to us. Our conversation was so long that when one of us looked at the time, we had twenty minutes to get ready for dinner.
This trip has been an amazing experience, and I love how I not only became closer to the two people I did know here (Kevin and Chelsea), but also spent time with a great group of people. I don’t know if I’ll keep in touch with the people I’ve met here. I don’t know if when I get back to school, Kevin, Chelsea and I will go back to occasionally conversing. But what I do know is that I will treasure the memories I made over these three days and they will forever be embedded in my mind.
Issues — We all have them. Every human being is different, and none of us come without flaws. Somewhere out there is someone who has a pet peeve that you do everyday. And somewhere out there is an individual who does that lying without reason thing, or whatever it is, that you dislike. Just as each and every person on this planet has their share of flaws, they have their set of issues. Our issues are the things we’re constantly battling with, or at least ignoring until we can’t anymore. Whether or not we acknowledge them, they are there, influencing our decisions or lack thereof. Our issues are the things possibly hold us back from being all that we want to be, limiting us from being one of the greatest the world has ever seen. Our issues, which to someone else, makes absolutely no sense, but to the person with the issues, are like annoying flies that keeps buzzing near one’s ear. Basically, our issues hold us down, effect us daily, and can be annoying.
Everyone’s issue is different. For someone, is not being able to let go, especially of the relationship you’re sure you put your heart and soul into. For another, it’s fluctuating insecurities, preventing them from mastering the ‘art’ of self love. Everyone has their issues, their flaws, and things they need to work on. That’s how it is. The first step, I would think, is to acknowledge that. Acknowledge that you are not alone, that the person to the right of you, and the person to the left, are also dealing with their personal issues. That’s a good place to start.
After the acknowledging that everyone has the things their struggling with, one should address what their issue is. Which, believe me, can be difficult. No one wants to tell themselves “yeah, I have commitment issues and am the reason why none of my relationships can truly go anywhere.” It’s legitimately difficult.
And following with all of the acknowledging is figuring out where these issues stem from, thinking about and realizing what exactly brought you here. Which will no doubt bring memories you don’t want to think about, and half the things you were running from will come into light. There is a reason you were running from them, after all. But I think that this is a necessary step, it is all part of the process.
So, say one has acknowledged that everyone has issues, acknowledged their issues, and dove deep into their conscious to figure out where they came from, there still an important step left: do something about it. If you don’t take action after all the soul searching, then what was really the point, to say, “I have commitment issues, and none of my relationships will never work out?” The statement would vary based on the situation, of course. Not only is taking action a vital step, it just might be the hardest. Because (using the commitment issues example again) suddenly learning how to trust is no walk in the park.
Actually working on the issues takes time and dedication. One day, one tiresome, difficult day, you’re probably going to ask yourself, “do I even need to do this?” In the event that happens though, the answer is yes. You do. You owe it to yourself. How you would do this though, would vary on the person. Speaking from personal experience, having friends as my support group and motivators works fine.
With the working with these issues and problems at hand will come growth, and more self love, and that is such a beautiful thing. Five years down the line, the person who has now overcome their commitment issues will be gazing into their spouse’s eyes, thinking, “wow, if this was five years ago, there’s no way I’d be here right now.” Sounds pretty amazing to me.
Another thing to understand is that even after you have worked on your issues, there will still remain a quirk, or maybe a bad habit that’ll never go away. You’ll still have your “imperfections” in your physical features and your personality. Nonetheless, never give up the chance to live, learn, and grow.
Perfection’s overrated anyway.
You are stronger than you know.
You are strong, and it shows.
Sometimes it is easier to see our weaknesses, what we lack, what we should have
And harder to embrace ourselves, who we are, and our strength.
You are stronger than you know.
You get through each day.
You endure the heartaches, the headaches, and the heartbreaks.
You are strong, and it shows.
Sometimes you may feel like your world is crumbling down,
And that better days are nowhere to be found.
But Alas, here you are, facing the difficulties, and getting up day after day.
You are strong, even though you may think otherwise.
You are strong, even if what you feel says otherwise.
You are strong,
And it shows.
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